Monday, July 21, 2008

Weight: 310.6

I'm so at the end of my rope. My life's a mess. Last night we saw Poison and Sebastian Bach in concert and I couldn't even enjoy it because I'm so self-conscious of my weight, I just hate being in public. They're coming back next summer and I really want to make these changes in my life and have that turning point, so that next year I can go and feel pretty and sexy and dance and feel alive.

3 comments:

Meagan said...

My advice: just breathe a little, first. And maybe concentrate on small things. This game's not all-or-nothing.

she overflows said...

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Thanks, Meagan. The all-or-nothing mentality is definitely one of my biggest challenges.

Blue Lue said...

Hey, little mama -- take heart. I hope by all means that you reach your goals for weight loss and fitness -- the very best of luck to you in that, honestly (I'm personally on the quest for reigning in certain emotional eating issues as well as trying to get stronger in body myself (and if weight loss were to happen for me as a result you certainly wont find my complaining)...). However, in the meantime, I really don't believe for a minute that you couldn't rock a concert and be pretty and sexy and alive, just as you are now. Have you ever seen 'Fatshionista'? I once had similar thoughts until I found the site and became inspired. The women there just amaze me -- fat, confident, flirty, pretty and yes, sex-AY...!

http://community.livejournal.com/fatshionista

http://www.flickr.com/groups/fatshionista/pool/